melting heart

2009-10-15T07:01:00.001-07:00

hihi! went bugis with chit and is like so cool. we ask direction like for everything.. we even ask where is the escalator. of course took neo prints!! love it man!! here's the neoprints!

lols. we ate kfc, and the fried chicken was nice... =D
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anw, today's my b'day!! yay!! thanks for the birthday wishing yea? lols, though i know something is going on behind my back but, yea, i won't mind, just act along!! anw, went swensens to celebrate my b'day.. we took neoprints too!! but this time with my family. its cool. i think? though my parents dun really noe how to pose but still, yea=D

2009-09-24T02:51:00.000-07:00

hi! bad time i'm having at home. bored! see, i have high fever which hits 40 degree?! crazy! i kinda miss school right now, i miss the homework, the sound always made in the canteen, those mad people, including me, running bout the ISH as if got chasen by some sort of mad man who ran out of mental hospital, sms-ing during lessons,and LISTENING TO HUI LING SIN!! I WANT TO GO SCHOOL! i am like so god damn bored that i suddenly miss mr. menon?! but i think i miss mr. chiah more and his bball stomach! ok, i can't beleif i couldn't spell stomach, it took me a long time to spell it, anw, did i spell it correctly? oh ya, anw, got my results..
eng>>78
chi>>91
maths>>91
sci>>72
i'm soo starting to hate science, is like everytime so low de lo~~ hate it! watched singapore idol, duane was great!! he's like, singing poker face on the piano! he is nice, everything except the look, not trying to be mean or sth-.- anw, yup. oh, i watched titanic. you must be thinking "siao ar?! so old show still watch!" but the truth is, i never watch bfore, shhhhh, dun tell ppl i never watch titanic before, ppl will go " alamak! you never watch titanice bfore arh??" no la, jk.its a nice show, truely a nice show. i watch until i want to go washroom also never go, but obviousely i didn't pee on my pants la! i notice sth, since i'm already a little bit crazy hor, after this high fever, i became a little bit more crazier=D i thought about dumb things i did,and i thought it was really dumb and embarrasing that make me feel like digging out my whole brain and do thorough cleaning to forget those dumb things. its really, DUMB. anw, see, i told you im crazy=D so dun blame me if i do dumb things again, bcos of one reason, im crazy=D
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haii! im crazy!

2009-09-18T22:36:00.001-07:00

hey-yo!! ohho, you all make ashiq dun wanna come my blog liao. ohho, ohho, you all so bad le, i sms him he never reply.. anw, listening was simple=D i went to bukit panjang to get my comfirmation letter and was like dunno whether wanne go not=9 Leon get chosen for yishun town comfirm sit then bukit panjang waiting list, so he going to yishun town. but me, only bukit panjang comfirm then river valley first round, out. anderson first round, also out, =(. sobs. i dont think i want to go bukit pamjang govt cus i wanna go either anderson or rivervalley. but my dear dad say that maybe i will like to considerate seida girls, but you know.. it girls school. I DONT WANT!! anw, jiu liu gei ming zhong zhu ding wo yao qu she me xue xiao ba=DD
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anw, i might not be able to post cus, you know, psle?! so, yea. anw, good luck in studying for psle kayss?? i hate studying, just being random. when psle result release, i might not be able to go for it. cus, i going australia then i super sad =( i wanna cry le.. why?! why must heavan treat me so badly. is like everyone already took their result then i go take my result alone and then either cry or hyper myself, weird rite?? or either i dun go australia and stay in sg myself lo, that will be like so emo.. aiya, hai shi rang ming zhong zhu ding hao le =D lols.
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I HATE BEING IGNORED! its like so unatural and weird? o.o

2009-09-14T03:07:00.000-07:00

hihi!! look, i'hv totally no idea wats happening in my tagboard and i don't think i will like to know wats happening=D

ok first, her video is up!! Sylvia's video is up.. " You'hv got me begging you for mercy." next up.. we have Sylvia singing-MeRcY!

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second,
i am not horny
i am not hornY
i am not horNY
i am not hoRNY
i am not hORNY
i am not HORNY
i am not HorNy La?! =/ see, in what way am i horny?? i don't get sexually excited over small thing, neither do i get sexually excited over B-I-G things, i don't watch porn like what idiotic people do( is like, why they watch for?? sick in the mind lor~~ hate people who watch porn, truely disgusted by them..) i am not a pervert!! that's obvious, my thinking is always straight and on the correct path, i don't think i am a pervet and, thats the fact. please, just stop callin me horny, cus i am not! if you still want to call me horny, then go ahead, im not gonna give it a damn anyway=.= all i will do is to hate you for life=D

third,
you are advice not to read on.
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im feeling so friggin mix la=x. is like, i don't usually regret what i did, like yea. and, worse, this time i get mixed over something i shouldn't even give it a second thought.. this is soooo crazy mazx. IT IS SO UNLIKE ME! i just don't like being ignore and don't like being.. oh nevermind-.- then is like i dunno what i want, dunno what do i exactly wish for, dunno why do i dunno anything=D i just hate this feeling lar... ok, shut up. bye~

2009-09-09T21:04:00.000-07:00

ok, see, serena's sis, tabitha was in top 24 and so she sang the song one night only and she rawks. this is her video:

i love this girl in singapore idol, and shes in!! yea~~ i love her=D her name is sylvia ratonel, she sang mercy last night and is damn friggin nice lor~ but sad, her video isn't up yet.. when its up then, yea, im gonna put it up.

2009-09-08T23:25:00.001-07:00

hi.. today is like went for the sexuallity course-.-"omg, the school sex---------uality course was like so lame can?! talk about what is love and all sort of craps.. love is love la! if not?? mrs ariel asked what you like when you're five years old and yj said "lollipop!!" then mrs ariel asked what you like now and yj said "lolipop!!" then mrs ariel asked what will you like ten years later then yj said "lollipop!!" lollol.. lollipop freak.. but i oso like lollipop, water melon flavour!! (as in not that band lollipop-.-) yay, end of post do not read on=)
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decided not to say, buaii!! if you are really interested then go fing out whats my new url for my last time fairytale blog xD thanks.. bb le hor!!

2009-08-31T02:14:00.000-07:00

I DONT LIKE KOWSHIK AND HANG SIANG. so kanasai.. say i act cute, especially that hang siang, ownself act cute one say other people, huh, still say what who like me is pajiao one, go die la. AND KOWSHIK KUMAR, yalayala you very "handsome" la. vomit blood.. but actually i cannot hate hang siang. this is to hang siang: i love you and i miss you=DD
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today stay back at school so shiok!! so fun can?! cus senior come back to wish the t'chers happy t'chers day. i saw eunice!! but didn't see vb seniors and the b'ball boys and... kien sheng. heard that he got come (chit's sis say de)then, we jia en and me went to ish to play vb with SHI JIE AND VANNA. then we saw bball then jia en and me ONLY(without shi jie and vanna-.-) go play. so cool!! though i suck at it but i still love it. oh yea..
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anw, i so damn love fated to love you songs.. is super nice and cute!!

2009-08-20T23:18:00.000-07:00

my sis go press the door bell then run away. she thought i will think is the ghost who press the door bell=.= lame.
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anw, i think yi jie pissed with me. actually i dont really know why she IS angry with me but i think i noe why. i think is because during art lesson and then miss poh never come. dar and i share one sit ( i noe its very les but im not a les, cus i STILL love my boyfriend=D) then we were saying that trevor super flirty, no offence and dar was whispering like saying that she thinks trevor like yj but yj will not like him or sth?? no offence=x then i say i agree. then i was like saying girls will not fall back inlove with the guy she once love, yj then shouted 好马不吃回头草，girls rule, u noe?? bet u don't. lols. so i think yj THOUGHT we were gossiping about her. but neverming, everything is gonna be alright, soon. lols.
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psle oral is okok, for me. not really very difficult or sth. i think its quite acceptable, especially english. good luck everyone for the next exam!!
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i have decided. i have decided to beleive in love stories, prince charming, happily ever after and FAIRYTALES. i beleive in you. =D

2009-08-13T02:00:00.000-07:00

kaiser는 저와 그를 함께 민다. - "그 때 나는 i 계획이 모두 이고 kaiser를 묻는다 처럼 그가 저를, zheng 양 모두가 저에게 그를 미는 그들 처음부터 끝까지 보는 그를 부른다. 나 고투하고, 그러나 저를 하는 기대할 그 무엇이 수 없었다?? 분실자… 당신은 결코 저를 이해하지 않았다.
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FIRST. I DON'T LIKE KAISER KOH AND HE SUCKS. KAISER, DONT LAME AND DONT BE TOO MUCH-.- SECOND, DO IT WANT MORE TIME, THIS TIME I SWEAR, U GONNA BE SO DEAD.

2009-08-08T06:26:00.000-07:00

HAPPY ADVANCE NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE. LOVE YOU!!
Check out this year's national song incase you still hasn't heard it. alot people say that the song is super emo.. but i love you singapore=D

here are some other singapore songs..

muaii favourite!! o.o

WE WILL GET THERE THE SONG GOT OUR SCHOOL!!
WE WILL GET THERE THE SONG GOT OUR SCHOOL!!
WE WILL GET THERE THE SONG GOT OUR SCHOOL!!
WE WILL GET THERE THE SONG GOT OUR SCHOOL!!
WE WILL GET THERE THE SONG GOT OUR SCHOOL!!

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GTG BUAII.

2009-08-07T00:41:00.000-07:00

evacuate the dance floor by cascada rocks lots!! the lyrics is sooooo damn cool. this is the video. i love her extention, quite match her hair =D aiya, all her song oso so nice de ;)

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today national day's celebration, everybody not hyper de. but its understandable as the performance wasn't really that special.. but still, i enjoy it! <- thats fake :o actually i dun really enjoy it=D lols.
after that, darling, trevor, hang siang, sandy, GEEK and me when causeway and ate long john silver, I NEVER eat cus I THOUGHT i didn't brought my 10 dollars when its in my bag all the while, dumb ass. then after half an hour, i left. then they went time zone or something?? idk anw-.-" llols
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end of post=D

2009-07-30T01:18:00.000-07:00

currently webcam-ing kaiser.. he's face is a total shyt. lols. he looks like a bangla. no offence. dots.and he was like,
kaiser: what if i tell you i like you?
me: i'll love you back hahas
kaiser: for real
me: i'll say i dunno
kaiser: what if i give you flower?
me: i'll i'll say, erm, why you like me?
kaiser: wad if i say that ur cute
me: then i'll say thankyou
kaiser: then??
me: ask so many question for what?
kaiser: u hav anycrush on anyother guys??
lolx
jkjk marh
u think for real i will like u ?
笑话！hu u like?

me: you
kaiser: reali?
me: yea
kaiser: as if
me: dun belive dun beleive lo
kaiser: and i have a crush on you too
me: o really??
kaiser: yesh
since p5
me:dun lie
kaiser: reali
me: dun fake
kaiser: real
me: dun anyhow say
kaiser: reali
(and so i was like omg! half beleiving half not)

lame right??

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i today change sit. sitting with hang siang and he is friggin noisy.. but its better then sitting with " jun hui jun hui hui" lols. kowshik's sitting behind, can bully him!!
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friggin pissed with chen lao shi. hope he get h1n1. hate him for life manzx..

2009-07-24T01:19:00.000-07:00

메시지 ... 사랑 때문에 사랑이되지 않아 만약 그렇다면 왜 어려운가? 소년의 경우는 자신의 참모습을 사랑한다는 뜻은 여자의 울음소리;의 덧없음 그녀가 정말 그를 포기 뜻에 따라 소년의 울음소리. 만약 당신이 왜 난, 난 모르겠다 가자 수 물어 내가 보내줘야만하지만, seriously 안다. 하지만 그럴 수 없지 내가 보내줘야만 알아! 난 그냥 수 없어!! 당신, 절대 그럴 수 없어요. 오, 내가 가자 싶어하지 마십시오. 나는 진짜로 가자를 원한다. 이 날 미치게됩니다. 날,, 미친 미친 미친했다. = D 조

2009-07-01T05:27:00.000-07:00

today, yi jie was like "CLICK CLICK!!" lols.. i went home early today cus is like, i have gastric.. My dad kept like saying the same things the past few days.. yesterday he said, "tommorow is 1st of July, you better be careful" i understood. i have to be prepared for my psle. today he said," today is 1st of July, you have wasted lot of lots of month relaxing. watch out." manz, i really wonder if i can make it in psle... LOLS.
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YOU'HV GOTTA WATCH THIS... ITS A MUST. ITS TOTAL CRAP. NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU LOVED LADY GAGA, NO MATTER WHAT YOU THINK OF LADY GAGA, YOU'VE GOTTA WATCH THIS!!

OH MY GOD..
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i have been dreaming of qi kai now a days. o.o?
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yea, 기적을 위해 꿈꿔 나는 꿈꾸고 있다. 당신을 위한 나의 숨을 죽이는 나의 숨을 죽이기. 당신이 보이지 않는 처럼 나가 결코 당신을의 앞에 보지 않았는 것은 처럼 걷는 통행, 걷는 통행, 걷는 통행. 나가 당신을 볼 때 심박동이라고 건너뛰어진 심박동을 건어뛰었다. 때때로, 나는 심각하게 나가 당신을 사랑했다는 것을 당신에게 말하는 후회했다. 결국 나가 말하지 않은 경우에, 모두는 서두를 것이 저것을 느끼지 않을 것이다. 테일러 Swift 에의한 노래를, 나 속일 것입니다 들었다. , 그 통행 1 및 절반 년간 중대해고, 중대했다 생각하고 있었다. 그는 완전했다, 나 사랑했다 지금까지 그를. 그가 저로 아무것도 더 이상 느끼지 않는지 결정하는, 결코 꺼리지 말라. 기억은, 그의 음성이었다 최상. 가장 좋은 음성 나는 테일러 에의한 이제까지 우리의 노래 노래 들었다. 그는 항상 유일하다 그. 저에 한 번 분쇄를 그를 감사하십시오. 그것은 i에는 한 번 그것이 있을 한, 저를 위해 이젠 그만이었다. 나는 기적을 위해, 나 더 이상 꿈꾸지 않을 것이다, 결코 죽일 것이다 당신을 위한 나의 숨을 약속하지 않으며, 나가 당신의 눈으로 볼 경우 구타를 건너뛰지 않을 것이다. , 맨 마지막 시간을 위해, 저를 본다 맨 마지막 시간 및 모두를 위해 당신의 눈으로 끝내기 위하여 려고 하고 있다 시키십시오. 이번에, 그것은 진짜로 끝내기 위하여 려고 하고 있다. 나가 저 노래를 더 이상 경청할 수 없더라도, 노래에 한 번 일 것이다. 그리고 사랑해요 영원히 그리고 항상.

2009-06-30T05:23:00.000-07:00

School had already began for like 2 days, everything back to NORMAL. sian, keep yawning today.. lols. most of them changed alot, i mean as in hairstyle and whatever.. like YI JIE. lols, change bag, change pencil case and spec and.. so on. lols, anw, she got a nice spec there.. lols.. only 3 things didn't change and how i wished it would. I WANT NOBODYNOBODY BUT YOU. I WANT NOBODYNOBODY BUT YOU!! *random* hahas.
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I have decided to put up some song sang by Micheal Jackson. Don't ask me why, i just feel like it :o

moonwalk:

heal the world:
seriousely like this. must hear!! Very touchingcan't find official video. if not it will be damn touching..

thriller:
ghostly, lols

beat it:
muaii dad love it!=D

2009-06-24T03:17:00.000-07:00

manzx. taday actually going theme park de, but raining then never go.. so sad. not really very sad, but still sad=( LOLS. nothing much happen today so nothing to post.

2009-06-22T06:21:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BELATED FATHER'S DAY TO YOU PAPA! sorry i can't post those images we took together but, still, i will post it another day=D i love you forever and ever and EVER!! Muacks..
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omg, one of my cousin called shi qi, very very bad =( not long ago, she was at home with her mum. she felt bored so went to dig a hole in the wall, don't know for whatever dumb reason. her mum saw it while she was sweeping the floor so she took the broom stick and gently pook her on the arm. the next day, she went to school and let the teacher see the bruise on her arm and complain that she was abuse by her mum. her teacher told the principal that shi qi's mum had abuse shi qi, so the principal called the mum and told her that he wanted to meet her and would call the police. Shi qi's mum was shocked to know that her own daughter had just complain abuse and almost gone crazy. not comforting her, shi qi still said something that nobody would ever take it if you were her mum. she said "so what if she is my mum? after giving birth to me, she went to work and it was my "gugu" who take care of me. she didn't even take care of me. nevermind, then now she is back, she immediately fetch a me and my siblings back to live with her. after living with my "gugu" for so many years, of course i have a strong relationship with her, just because of her coming back,i have to leave my "gugu". i hate her. she dunno anything, all she know is to scold us, did she even knows how i feel? no. i want ting en parents!" then i was super shock to hear that. she then ran to my papa and mama, saying " can i be your god daughter?" i almost fainted hearing this. i don't want her to be in ,somehow, part of my family. eeewww... but lucky my parents didn't say anything. wa, my aunt emo break down sia~ poor thing, cry for her, have such a.. a.. don't know how to say la! erm, "bu hui gan en, wang en fu yi de ren" as her daughter.. haiz, such a shame to have such a cousin as her. "diu lian ah!" lols. gtg, bye!
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i am feeling to do something i never really did while crushing on "him", is like not really never but i wish to do it more when school re-open. hahas, its gonna be fun!!! very very fun,woots! =D

2009-06-18T06:17:00.005-07:00

manzx, my teeth drop out when im eating my vegetable during dinner.. lols, now my mouth is still a little salty, it was flooded with bloody red blood just now, gross. school is gonna start in about one week, i somehow can't wait to go to school, at the same time don't wish school to start. happy cos finally meeting dearest friends, sad cos homework is gonna pile up on my study table AGAIN, and people will start quarreling and BACKSTABBING=( yi je says that i complain bout her to teacher, i didn't recall myself doing that. i only can remember i repuest a change of place, wich is like damn long ago, saying that because i cannot concentrate sitting with behind (wich is an excuse cos last time we quarrel, sort of..) but after patching up, i didn't do anything le what-.- like that also consider complain? don't think so.. darling, DO REPLY MY TAG AND I WILL APPRECIATE IT COS I FREAKINGLY CANT REMEMBER W-H-E-N. well, but i think somebody else did! 0.0 lols, chatting with cousin now, so.. thats it =D happy holiday for the last week!! hahas.

2009-06-16T01:19:00.001-07:00

hihihi=D i came back from malaysia yesterday morning and slept the WHOLE afternoon. sure am very sleepy as i didnt sleep well in the bus after the haunted experiece =s
well, its damn scary. my family and i were asked to sleep in one of the room at the second level of my grandma's house. no one ever enter that room for ages, that's what make it creepy.. in the evening, dad was alone in that room's toilet doing his bussiness and claimed that it was very scary but didn't tell us why. at night around one o'clock, we all went to bed. everyone was asleep except, me. i cant sleep i just ate alot and was damn full. so i sat down and look around that big BIG room. silence.. is all i can say. then, heard a baby crying noise and thought that it was just the neighbour beside. after thinking hard, i realised that the neighbour doesn't HAVE a baby. :o that's when i started to feel fear. so i immediately lie down on the bed and cover myself in the blanket. not long, i can hear footsteps coming up the stairs and heard a person trying to open the door but couldn't. suddenly, and i dont know why, i slept. next day, i had black eye rings and i look like a ghost-.-" the same few things happen after the next few days but at the last few days, things became W-O-R-S-T, which i m not gonna say.. end of the ghostly thing.
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yea, my cousin made malaysia a fun place to go.. we went to an internet cafe nearby and the computor was super lagged, pissed. so i slam the mouse damn DAMN hard on the table then the whole computor restart. dots. so we went to another internet cafe which is a little further and the computor is working quite ok.. my ahma and a gong super DUMB. every morning, my ah ma will ask to go eat dim sum, everybody eat until scared. my ah gong also, everytime go a restaurant call "jing gu zi" then eat pigs butt. gross..ok, but the place which i like the most is "pandai mereka" its a name of a beach. we went there with my mum's friend and fly kite and pick some sea shells. super fun.. and of course, shopping! shop, shop and shop! yea, thats the main purpose going to malaysia=Di got my haircut too, and my sis cut bangs. cute ♥
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i caught a bad flue, wonder if it is swien.. i still have lots lots of things to accomplish and plus, i dont want to die so young.. manzx! ok done! bye!

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2009-06-15T20:51:00.000-07:00

Welcome to my blog=D hope you like it.. yea.